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After years (or decades) of working SO hard to ’fix yourself’ I’m here to remind you that there’s nothing wrong with you. You’re simply ready to come home to yourself and fully BE YOURSELF. The Woman Behind It All is a soulcast for the woman in the in-between—between what she knows and how she lives, between who she’s been and who she’s becoming. She’s done the work. She’s cracked open. She’s held it all. And still—she’s searching for that felt sense of home. Not in someone else. In herself. Hosted by Kaija Dawn—Self-Projected Projector, 1/3 line truth-digger, poetic soul with a sharp tongue and a softer heart—this podcast is part riff, part remembering, part reclamation. A sacred audio altar where Human Design, Gene Keys, and embodied storytelling come together to midwife your truth back to the surface. Inside, you’ll find: Stories of shame, softness, and shadow work Energetic insights (without the textbook) Permission slips for the messy middle Real conversations on listening, communication, power, and devotion No curation. No pretending. No pedestal. Just a woman… behind it all. Come home to yourSELF. We saved you a seat.
Episodes

Thursday Jun 26, 2025
Thursday Jun 26, 2025
In this episode, I’m bringing you inside one of my juicy Human Design Happy Hour classes all about the Profiles.
Whether you're a 2/4 Natural Lover or a 3/5 Experienced Leader, this class is full of real talk, fun metaphors, aha moments, and soulful conversation with some of the women in our space.
We explore how your Profile line flavors your relationships, leadership, learning style, and even your parenting.
I also share some personal stories about how my 1/3 shows up in life, love and business, and how honoring your Profile (instead of resisting it) can bring a whole new level of peace and permission.
If you've ever wondered why you lead the way you do, why certain patterns keep showing up, or what it means to be fully yourself in a world full of noise—this one's for you.
Plus, I give a little love note invitation to come join us in the Gene Keys Book Club, where we’ll be diving into the deep waters of the Golden Path (starting July 8!).
Ready to learn your design, embody your truth, and vibe with women who get it?
👉 Sign up for the Gene Keys Book Club here
Loved this episode?
Take a screenshot and tag me @iamkaijadawn on Instagram. I’d love to know what line(s) you are and what landed for you most.
We’re not here to perform our profiles.
We’re here to remember ourselves through them.
Let’s keep doing this together.
Xx,
Kaija
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Ps: loved the Human Design Happy Hour class? You can hop into the other trainings and resources anytime!
👉 Join Human Design Happy Hour here

Thursday Jun 19, 2025
Thursday Jun 19, 2025
In this episode, we're diving into the Pathway of Karma in the Gene Keys.
What it really means, how it shows up in our most intimate relationships, and why it’s not about punishment or payback… but pattern.
If you’ve ever found yourself stuck in the same emotional loops with your partner, kids, or even yourself—this is a powerful listen.
We explore how karma gets activated in the body when there’s chemistry and how your mind (IQ sphere) often tries to protect you with control, detachment, or perfectionism. But beneath that? There’s a much deeper call for compassion, curiosity, and a new way forward.
This is a tender and truth-filled episode about choosing self-trust over reactivity and holding your inner child with love when old wounds resurface. And if you’ve been craving more clarity and connection in your relationships, this one’s for you.
✨ Mentioned in this episode:
— Human Design Happy Hour: A fun, down-to-earth way to learn how you’re energetically designed. If you’re ready to understand your Type, Strategy, and Centers so you can create more flow in your life, join us here.
— Gene Keys Book Club: DM me “GKBC” on Instagram [@yourhandle] to join our cozy, soul-nourishing group as we explore the Golden Path together.
Let this episode be a mirror that brings you back home to yourself—gently, powerfully, and with so much love!
Xx,
KD
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Sunday Jun 01, 2025
028 | What You're Craving (And Needing) Beneath It All [Voice Note]
Sunday Jun 01, 2025
Sunday Jun 01, 2025
In this episode, I share about the conversation I had with a client-turned-friend on a neighborhood walk, and how it cracked open a deeper reflection on what so many of us are feeling right now—this low-key (or high-key) overwhelm of life, and the deep craving to feel safe inside ourselves again.
We talk about:
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the reality of being “busy as fck” and still feeling like it’s not enough
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why regulating your nervous system might start with… folding laundry
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the invisible weight of motherhood, partnership, and all the things you’ve said yes to
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what cultivating safety actually looks like in real life
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how body doubling, friendship, and togetherness can help us process and move forward
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and why simplicity, boundaries, and soft pockets of connection are the medicine
Whether you're in a full-blown season of burnout or just carrying a little too much, this is a gentle reminder that you’re not alone—and that you get to slow down, breathe, and rebuild your life from safety, not survival.
And if you’re craving a space to be held in that?
If you want to reconnect with yourself, understand your unique energetic wiring, and do it all in community—you're invited to:
✨ Human Design Happy Hour
—a cozy, spiritually grounded space to learn your design, regulate your nervous system, and come home to yourSelf.
Offered both in-person and virtually.
DM me “HDHH” on Instagram or click here to join us.
Let’s do this together.
Because the woman behind it all? She deserves to feel safe.

Friday May 23, 2025
027 | The Rebrand Is HERE, baby!
Friday May 23, 2025
Friday May 23, 2025
In this episode, we're chatting about why I'm rebranding, how I've landed here and what this means for us moving forward.
Honestly, not much is actually changing, but leaning into the refinement of who I'm speaking to (newsflash: it's you, babe), how we've gotten here, and what it means for us moving forward is VERY exciting!
Hope you love this episode, and catch you again soon, love!
Xx,
KD

Wednesday May 07, 2025
026 | How I Had To Disintegrating To Reintegrate (via a fun bout with laryngitis)
Wednesday May 07, 2025
Wednesday May 07, 2025
In this episode, I spill the tea about how I *gave myself* laryngitis recently to let the old parts of me be mutated on a physical level (we talk about what mutation is inside), and how my awareness has shifted things for me spiritually.
We getting into all the woo in this one, so grab your tea, light your incense, pop those buds in, and go on a hot girl walk with me while I dish all about it.
If you resonate with the woo I'm spitting in the episode, drop a beat in my DMs on IG.
Catch you again soon!
Xx,
KD

Wednesday Apr 23, 2025
Wednesday Apr 23, 2025
In this episode, I'm sharing ab how the Universe bitch slapped me so hard recently and woke me tf up to what I'd been bypassing.
This is a juicy and raw convo that I think will speak to you a lot, especially if you are a woman entrepreneur in the online coaching space. But even if not, I think you'll still see an aspect of yourself in my story.
Hop in my free Telegram channel The Woman Behind The Biz to get even more juicy insights, real conversations, and Human Design & Gene Keys wisdom poured into you each week (in addition, to exclusive offers that you'll get first dibs on the deets ab)!
xo,
KD

Wednesday Apr 09, 2025
024 | My Journey as a Solopreneur
Wednesday Apr 09, 2025
Wednesday Apr 09, 2025
In this episode, I take you on my wild rollercoaster ride as a solopreneuer.
The good, the bad, the identity shifts, the business elevations, the personal contractions and expansions. We talk about it all..
All with the intention of what's to come in the next episode! Stay tuned, enjoy the journey, and I'll catch you again soon!
Xx,
KD

Sunday Mar 30, 2025
023 | Something New Is Coming
Sunday Mar 30, 2025
Sunday Mar 30, 2025
As always, I am an ever-evolving woman.
Sometimes, I tell myself idk how to talk about it (lol) which has led to me stepping back from this show for the last few weeks, but I'M BACK, BABY.
And a new era of my identity, embodiment, and this show are coming.
In this episode, I give you a little info, but expect a full-brand, re-introduction, and revolution moving forward.
Let's fcking do this yall!
Come holla at my on IG, and be back soon.